»sometimes the day begins with nothing to look forward to
and things go from bad to worse
darkness overcomes you
nobody understands
the world is a deaf machine
without sense or reason
sometimes you wait but nothing ever happens
then all your troubles come at once
wonderful things are passing you by
terrible fates are inevitable
sometimes you just don’t know what you are supposed to do
or who you are meant to be
or where you are
but suddenly there it is right in front of you bright and vivid quietly waiting
just as you imagined it would be«
Katharina Lorenz, 2021
Acting Der Untergang des Hauses Usher